Aug 16, 2006 23:34
So work today was good. I worked with Barb, Jay, Demarko, Erin, Mary and Tim. It really wasnt a bad night, also considering Jay put me on T3 (2nd window for drive thru) without a coordinator for 3 hours and i got a 109 on times...which is good because the goal was 120. I actually talked to Barb today and usually I dont. Mary called me a whore, but she was kidding, so now Barb says my name is Mrs. W, for whore, and hers is Mrs. S, for slut...which is why they call her Barbie.
On a different note, I got into my first accident today. The lady was pulling into Krogers parking lot, and she locked up her brakes while the back of her vehical was still in the road...so i looked into my mirror to make sure no one was beside me so i could get over, but i didnt make it in time, i hit her tail light and broke all the red covering tstuff...it didnt really do anything to my moms truck. Except gouge the plastinc/rubber stuff abouve the tire well. Insurance will pay for all the damages. I was at fault because i hi her, but it wasnt my fault the cop said.
Justin stopped by today. I was kinda disappointed because i was doing good not thinking about him at all. He didnt really een talk to me at all, which is ok.
Yesturday i went tot he fair with Lisa, Alyssa and Dale...it helped me to keep my mind off Justin also...and we are going again on Friday.
I talked to Josh. Hes coming to visit on Friday possibly..sometime in between me working 1130 til 5, him working, having a concert to go to, and me going to the fair.
My new favorite song is Theory of a Dead Man - Santa Monica.
I want to forget about everythign with Justin and just be friends wth him, if at all possible...i dont have a problem with it, but he does i guess. Its he decision i suppose. It makes me so depressed thinking about everythng that happened. And it makes me want to cry. All the lies, all the jealousy, fighting, disrespect, selfishness and whatever else....but i know it was right, but i have to make myself completely believe it and not try to doubt it.
Thats all for tonight.
Good Night all.