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[c_m_morris]

Ok, so i decided to get a live journal it looked like it would be fun to tell people whats going on inside my head. Well i have been thinking a lot lately. You never realize how much your going to miss someone until they are gone. The other day i found out that someone i really liked when i was little is going to die soon from cancer. it kind of

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Re: first 2nd comment in your journal

[hailbail2303]

collettte, dont think you have to talk to just a friend or something.. you can talk to someone older and wiser... or you dotn have to talk to someone.. i mean... it can help.. even if you just vent and bitch and such.. that could help.. i mean i know laine would be there in a heartbeat for you... as woudl i, i know im not "laine" or anyone.. but if you ask laine.. ive been through some shit.. and i know how to listen, even if no one listens to me.. and you have lane, and your emig girls.. ok enough of listing your friends, you know who they are.. but uh, yea im trying this thing out called "being positive" so to give positive advice, i would have to say, dont htink about death and stuff, i know its natural to think about it.. but just look back and think of all the happy moments with that person... or just anything happy.. and you cant dwell on something thats going to happen.. just live in the present, and when bad stuff happens.. accept it, learn from it, grow from it.. and you are allowed to be pissed off and sad.. dotn think taht you arent.. you're supposed to.. its how you cope with things.. and of coarse your friends will be there to listen... but enough of that.. youre not a loner, i always see you with people.. but you know what, just because you are around poeple, doesnt mean you arent alone.. beacuse i know for a fact, that i can have an amazing weekend.. and be so freaking horrible on the inside, feel alone.. while im having a great time.. so dotn let anyoen tell you taht just because you are with people.. you cant be alone.. because you can be.. i have first hand experience with that... but enough of this.. i dotn know where at all i was going with this... just smile.. and be happy.. and if you need anything.. we arent the best of friends, so i dton want to be like "come to me".... but by all means you can if you wish, acuse i feel that sometimes the people who i dotn know that great.. give the best advice and help the most.. but you know that laine is there.. and your other friends.. dont feel weird talking to people.. it took me a while to figure that one out.. have a great day.. holy crap youre goign to be a freshman soon!

[lane314]

heyyyyyyy this is your pal lane clare standige ... what up hot mama... u know it surprises me to read that u think u dont have anyone to talk to ... i know that u may think i dont like u or what not but thats not the case .. i love u like i love the twins... like a cousin (which rite now givin a few situations i dunno if that means alot) but i know i can bitch at u but its just me showin the love... if u ever ever needed anything i would be there for u .. so dont forget that ... oh yea and cheer up...LANE