life sucks
well i just came back home from bein stood up. I was supposed to meet this girl at wendy's for lunch. I didnt go to school today because once again i didnt feel good. Anyways i shoed up at wendy's and waited and waited and waited. Then i waited some more and finally realized this person was not gonna show; that's messed up. Then when i was about to leave these chicks go outside and r like "don't leave", and i was like "r u talkin to me". I didnt know who they were or if it even was the girl i was supposed to meet at first or if they were even talkin to me. Then i started thinking and figured it prolly was them but i didnt want to go back in because they had me waiting forever and then waited till i left to finally talk to me. I wasnt in a very good mood today. This week sucked. and then this little incident pushed me over the edge. i donno what to think about anything anymore. I went home and started crying because i was so confused about everything. Then i thougth i might feel better if i expressed myself so now im updating my lj. Well im still confused but am calm now. I hope all works out well. I know nobody prolly reads this but i needed to put some of my thoughts down and lighten my load of confusion. If someone does read this tell me what u think and be honest.