Ow! That was my heart...
I hate being in love as much as I love being in love. If we can call it that--I'm pretty sure that's what's been bothering me. It's just... uhm... inexplicable sometimes? Sure. That works. So I'm just kinda out of my head and off of my feet with what's been going on with me lately... I have this friend and... I, put simply, told em to get outta my life. That is kind of selfish of me to be doing, but I was--I am just a little bit out of it right now. I really do think I should go back and apologize, make-up and make it up to this person! I just don't know yet... I'm definately not the only one to blame, but after that, I'm the larger part of it. A finisher would be nice because I've been losing momentum since the starting line and I'm working my way from first to last. That was kinda emo-erotic. I think I'm having... emo-spams. Ehhh. Well... at least this little war I'm having is keeping things interesting over summer.
Anyway... I took my ACT, for the first time... on the 11th. Honestly? It wasn't anywhere as hard as I thought it would be--there were a few questions I had no idea on... because I lacked some vocabulary and a few math equations--but I'm expecting a 30. Yes. A 30. I even said it in the test room and everyone, even people I didn't know, were either laughing, giving kudos (oh yes, hah), and giving me amused smiles... among other things. The only problem I had with taking the test is that I missed the the renewal of wedding vows my Aunt and Uncle were having! Yeah, it was a Filipino one. You all probably don't know what that's like... well me either. I do know though, that they got to wear these cool looking see-through shirts! (With dress clothes under them, mind you.) I made it eventually, 3 hours late--but dressed to kill, k thanks. I congratulated em... and went to their after-party. There was music, friends, food, fun... it was awesome--and people should have weddings more often. =]
I'm absolutely BORED OUTTA MY MIND sometimes though. It's like... the same thing... every week. Now that it's summer I work more, so that's like every other day + weekends. I still do my karate, of course, and yes, I'm still going to nationals! So if anyone wants to come and watch me embarasse the whole lot of em' just let me know. Because I'm going to... I hope. =X I keep my room cleaner in summer... It's a little bit easier with all the time I have, and when I've had all fun I can handle on my computer and what-not. Not to mention, the time I have for music! I've gotten so much new stuff lately (alot of it old, but undiscovered) and learning lyrics is something I do. Summer isn't so bad. =] In fact, I'm so glad it's here... just YES. Something's missing though.
Maybe I'm missing being surrounded by 1400+ people, or dare I say, something I usually have to do at night... Maybe I'm just missing the people I saw everyday--Maybe I'm missing what and who I could look forward to. I know I'm missing ALL of you. =[
Well, all the things I plan on doing this summer, will hopefully help me out with that! I **PLAN** on going to Warped Tour, and I hope to be going with my favorite person... If I can go that's probably going to be the biggest thing this summer. I'm supposed to get that uh... liscence of mine, this summer, that I should have had a LONG, LONG time ago. I'll be going to 'Boy's State' sometime in July for a week... It's this all-paid mock-government thing with rooms, food, sports (the whole lot of em, tennis court, swimming pool, etc.) and... even a talent show! I don't have to pay a dime. I just have to show up and make something of myself--while trying to work with or make nothing out of everyone else.
I also David at the pool this week! I had a short talk about his stang and not much. Hah. His brother... is some hardcore kinda man--I don't think I could do all that. So if anyone was wondering, he's been spotted. David if you're reading this and you're probably not... Hey. =p
Well... Because of certain things on my mind, I can't really remember anything or think of anything else to come--but I'll be sure to spit it if I do.
Hope your all havin ah awesome summah! Cause, I am. I will be. =]
~Fini.
C-Lip.
Anyway... I took my ACT, for the first time... on the 11th. Honestly? It wasn't anywhere as hard as I thought it would be--there were a few questions I had no idea on... because I lacked some vocabulary and a few math equations--but I'm expecting a 30. Yes. A 30. I even said it in the test room and everyone, even people I didn't know, were either laughing, giving kudos (oh yes, hah), and giving me amused smiles... among other things. The only problem I had with taking the test is that I missed the the renewal of wedding vows my Aunt and Uncle were having! Yeah, it was a Filipino one. You all probably don't know what that's like... well me either. I do know though, that they got to wear these cool looking see-through shirts! (With dress clothes under them, mind you.) I made it eventually, 3 hours late--but dressed to kill, k thanks. I congratulated em... and went to their after-party. There was music, friends, food, fun... it was awesome--and people should have weddings more often. =]
I'm absolutely BORED OUTTA MY MIND sometimes though. It's like... the same thing... every week. Now that it's summer I work more, so that's like every other day + weekends. I still do my karate, of course, and yes, I'm still going to nationals! So if anyone wants to come and watch me embarasse the whole lot of em' just let me know. Because I'm going to... I hope. =X I keep my room cleaner in summer... It's a little bit easier with all the time I have, and when I've had all fun I can handle on my computer and what-not. Not to mention, the time I have for music! I've gotten so much new stuff lately (alot of it old, but undiscovered) and learning lyrics is something I do. Summer isn't so bad. =] In fact, I'm so glad it's here... just YES. Something's missing though.
Maybe I'm missing being surrounded by 1400+ people, or dare I say, something I usually have to do at night... Maybe I'm just missing the people I saw everyday--Maybe I'm missing what and who I could look forward to. I know I'm missing ALL of you. =[
Well, all the things I plan on doing this summer, will hopefully help me out with that! I **PLAN** on going to Warped Tour, and I hope to be going with my favorite person... If I can go that's probably going to be the biggest thing this summer. I'm supposed to get that uh... liscence of mine, this summer, that I should have had a LONG, LONG time ago. I'll be going to 'Boy's State' sometime in July for a week... It's this all-paid mock-government thing with rooms, food, sports (the whole lot of em, tennis court, swimming pool, etc.) and... even a talent show! I don't have to pay a dime. I just have to show up and make something of myself--while trying to work with or make nothing out of everyone else.
I also David at the pool this week! I had a short talk about his stang and not much. Hah. His brother... is some hardcore kinda man--I don't think I could do all that. So if anyone was wondering, he's been spotted. David if you're reading this and you're probably not... Hey. =p
Well... Because of certain things on my mind, I can't really remember anything or think of anything else to come--but I'll be sure to spit it if I do.
Hope your all havin ah awesome summah! Cause, I am. I will be. =]
~Fini.
C-Lip.