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I kinda realized that i dont write in this anymore..not many ppl go on anymore either i guess..damn myspace...lol...anywayz im like really bored cuz everyone is working tonight and i guess i prolly should be working but i thought i was gunna be outa town this weekend so i took the whole weekend off.. o well... less $$ for me i guess...
i cant believe the school year is almost over.. thats crazy as hell 2 me... i've noticed myself not wanting to grow up a lot lately... like i wanna be able to do the things that older kids do n stuff...but on the other hand, im hanging on to my childhood really tight and i dont want to let go completly... i cant believe that this time next year i'll be getting ready 4 college... that just sounds so oober creepy 2 me... i guess thats how most of the seniors feel now.. Im gunna be so sad to see them leave... it just seems to get harder and harder every year.. the seniors promis to come back and visit but, first of all, it wont be the same..and second of all, most of them just say that. they dont actually plan to come back..and even if they do plan to come back they wont.. I dont want to start all over again from freshmen year or anything, but i would deffinatly like to relive all the fun we had back then.. i cant believe im gunna be a sr... i dont really know how i feel about it... i guess i kinda feel like im missing soemthing.. like.. oh i dont even know how to explain it..why does it have to be so hard?
i cant believe the school year is almost over.. thats crazy as hell 2 me... i've noticed myself not wanting to grow up a lot lately... like i wanna be able to do the things that older kids do n stuff...but on the other hand, im hanging on to my childhood really tight and i dont want to let go completly... i cant believe that this time next year i'll be getting ready 4 college... that just sounds so oober creepy 2 me... i guess thats how most of the seniors feel now.. Im gunna be so sad to see them leave... it just seems to get harder and harder every year.. the seniors promis to come back and visit but, first of all, it wont be the same..and second of all, most of them just say that. they dont actually plan to come back..and even if they do plan to come back they wont.. I dont want to start all over again from freshmen year or anything, but i would deffinatly like to relive all the fun we had back then.. i cant believe im gunna be a sr... i dont really know how i feel about it... i guess i kinda feel like im missing soemthing.. like.. oh i dont even know how to explain it..why does it have to be so hard?