May 10, 2005 20:38
haha..gotta love Jackson 5...I dont feel like updating but I just wanted to make a quick comment on the power of music...i was in a shitty mood about this summer and carin not being around and me being shitty at riding and not having a job...but someone w/ a bunch of Jackson 5 and Indigo Girls (which ive wanted to listen to since yesterday night but nobody had any) is on their i-tunes..and well..my day is now officially AMAAAZING!!!
hehee...i couldnt help it...
We talked up all night and came to no conclusion
We started a fight that ended in silent confusion
And as we sat stuck you could hear the trash truck
Making its way through the neighborhood
Picking up the thrown out different from house to house
We get to decide what we think is no good
We're sculpted from youth, the chipping away makes me weary
And as for the truth it seems like we just pick a theory
The one that justifies our daily lives
And backs us with quiver and arrows
To protect openings 'cause when the warring begins
How quickly the wide open narrows
Chorus:
Into the smallness of our deconstruction of love
We thought it was changing but it never was
It's just the same as it ever was
A family of foxes came to my yard and dug in
I looked in a book to see what this could possibly mean
'Cause there is fate in the breeze and signs in the trees
Possible tragic events
When forces collide with the damage strewn wide
And holes blasted straight through the fence
The sky starts to crash the rain on the roof starts to drumming
And laid out like cash your take on my list of shortcomings
The show starts to close, I know how this goes
The plot a predictable showing
And though it seems grand we're just one speck of sand
And back to the hourglass we're going
i miss senior yr...just thought i'd put that out there...i miss u guys so much...i miss my home life...i miss taking things seriously and thinking ppl are sincere and feeling bad about my cynicism and i miss bitching w/ sarah and driving around aimlessly and ROAAAARRRRRRRR I MISS HOME!!! i need to stop drinking and drop weight and stop being such a general sloth and pull my life together and yeah...it's green key this weekend (and by weekend i mean starting tomorrow) and i'm gonna be crazy and drunk but i feel a meltdown coming..and i have a midterm in chem on tues...and really i kinda just wanna be alone for the next few days so i can lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling and be sad and lonely...i'm really not embracing the sad and lonely very well....roaaar