Jun 03, 2008 01:02
I'm still up doing this damn project and all I can think about is how much I want to buy Breaking Dawn.
Or the movie coming out in December.
I should probably stop getting crazy about the film industry since I'm destined for pre-med. xD
Thanks a lot parents. Hahah.
But it's nice to stare the NewYorkFilmAcademy and wish.
I don't think I have what it takes to be a wonderful actress anyways despite what Joseph and Denise and Christopher and Dulce says.
Modeling is easier in my head.
And my emotions show much too well on my face! <3
I might never be able to get into someone else's character.
Directing is always a nice idea though.
Almost everything I think either gets played out in movie form or in novel form.
It's no wonder I can never actually get words out of my mouth some days since I'm too wrapped up in my thoughts than actually speaking them. Hahah.
I feel so delirious with all this lack of sleep.
I've been being 'sent to bed', but there is no rest involved.
I stay up until hard hours of the morning doing schoolwork until I have about an hour left to recoop or a little more.
EXHAUSTED? I think so.
I can't wait until I'm done with this all.