Apr 19, 2005 23:51
I'm resigning from the team, i don't want anything more to do with it. I have been on the team 3 years now and it is been hell all 3 years. I decided that due to me feeling obligated to be on the team, that it wasn't a very good reason for me to be on the team. From reading stuff and overhearing stuff and listening to hearsay, i realize how much everyone hates my fucking guys, but you know what, i really don't give a flying fuck anymore, i was only on this team this year because no one stepped up to the plate to keep it going from the previous year. I know this makes alot of you extremely happy. I'm just glad i was able to realize what was good for me before it was too late. I realized that the bowling team is not good for me, there was too much fucking shit going on to make it fun. So i was able to spring clean very fast. i realize that i deserve better friends than what i had as "friends." and briana, as far as someone coming into "power" i'm sorry i had to be that way, we are all human and make mistakes, i'm amazed that you even cared for the team, because you didn't show it last semester. No one was helping me out, everytime someone said that they would help me out they quit or were disqualified or stopped coming to practice, so i had to take on everything myself. and that is hard trying to run a team by yourself. it is like what i learned at work being a manager, you have to be a manager before being a friend, you are responsible for getting the shit done and you have to be the bad guy sometimes, but that comes with the territory, you gotta do what you gotta do. so maybe the girls can get the fucker back as a coach and everyone can be one big buttfucking family again ( i don't mean to offend the ones i still talk to, i like some of you, but others, i'm glad i don't have to pretend when i talk to you anymore. I wish y'all the best of luck in the future, don't let your asses get too sore.
Nicole J Munsey