May 22, 2003 20:05
thats right
cut me the fuck up
heres how it all went down today...
first i woke up at 730 because i had to be at the hospital for my MRI at 8. then the dumb bitch from the doctors office didnt make the appointment for my MRI so i had to wait til about 930 to get it. an MRI consists of being put in this tube for 40 min while weird sounds go off because it takes pictures of you insides.haha.then i went to to doctor to give him the film from the MRI.i was supposed to take the ap psych make up test today but the doctor wanted to see me right then instead of at 3 which is when i had the appointment. so i went and after waiting for the doctor for an hour he showed up. read my film. and pretty much told me and my mom that i had to get surgery right away. my mom started crying.i hate seeing her cry. i tried hard, real hard, not to cry, but at the end i did.then we came home, my dad called from argentina but we didnt want to worry him right before his flight so we didnt tell him, hes going to get real sad too.damn. my mom told me he felt really bad about this because he feels like its his fault which it is NOT whatsoever.
so im probably going to new york within a couple days to see my other back specialist. and get surgery by the beginning of next week.
i dont think anyone whos reading got this far...but wish me luck and i will update after everything is resolved.
fuck u veronica i cant believe u