todo list Dec 16th
Therapy was interesting yesterday. Longer session since she will be gone for two weeks. We talked about Ego and moving towards Self. I should not use the lack of call backs or the cancellation of interviews as a validation of Ego but to see it as not a fit to Self. I might have used that concept a little too harshly later that evening when tentative movie watching plans fell through. Trying to tell myself that lack of hanging out with friend is not a validation of Ego but that their friendship is not a fit to Self. Harsh but truthful or bitter and being stubborn and reactionary, I don't know.
We also did a relaxation and visualization exercise. I internally asked a question about my job and my 'reply' was images of peaks with fog, bubbles in water, a girl with a black bob and a building with gray stone bricks and archways. I have no idea what that means.
She helped me with my resume. I was getting frustrated because I couldn't say what my accomplishments were in my previous job history. She told me healer type fields are hard to put into numbers.
Although she wont be here physically we have two short phone session set up for the next two weeks.
Afterward I biked though Crab Cove instead of taking Central home. Did a little bird watching. I need to remember to put binoculars in my bag. The beach is still closed due to the oil spill back in October. Only saw one person on the beach itself.
This morning I saw a lot of postings for a retirement inn, which is something I wold like to do if the animal path doesn't pan out. It's still in the helper/healer field, just with humans, not animals. I applied for three of the positions. A forth sounded interesting but they wanted a CNA.
Today's plans
- make breakfast
- wash and steam face to try to get rid of the cystic stress acne
- meditate and/or do yoga
- watch one or both of my movies before they are due back to the library tomorrow
- look at job postings (BUT DON'T FREAK OUT)
- (Once it warms up a bit) Open windows and air out apartment.
- do some tiding up of my apartment and not sit in front of my computer all day.