my appologies..

[c_da_turtle]

i've been a whiny bitch. no life's not great, but i used to pride myself on the ability to maintain a positive attitude. so i'm back to working on that, i think it needs to be done.
in the meantime i'm going to: smoke more, drink less, look for healty opportunities for sex (or even a *gasp* relationship), focus on my job, draw as much as possible, and not beat myself up for everything.
ok, these are my new years resolutions. i know it's early but it's needed.

and now i'm off to SLEEEEEEEEEEEP!