a day off..
Love..it's such a sensitive subject. It's like pushing a bruise to see if it still hurts, or sucking air through a cavity..The past, no matter how you try to hide it, always turns around and bites you in the ass when you least expect it, and sometimes I'm such a retard. I try to say the right things, and they constantly come off wrong. It's discouraging, especially when you're trying to compliment someone and you screw it up like it was your job or something, I'm here, on tour with my 9 best friends, and I get annoyed and say things I don't mean. Nikki I'm still really sorry about the other day. I had no right to say that.
Today we finally had a day off, then tomorrow we go to Atlanta. I'm really excited about the Atlanta show, but it's still cold there. That's why I can't wait to get to Florida, near my hometown. I am dragging everyone to my house, both of my sisters have a crush on Justin, haha. And then, I get to see Nicholas again, and he's staying with me for the rest of the tour. God I love him, it's really an unhealthy obsession, like the one I have with Jim's icons. I'm like a little girl with him. He makes me happy, and that's all that matters. I really should get some sleep, I know it's early but I'm so tired and we have a long day ahead tomorrow. And Tamyra, I don't care I look better in Jim's glasses.