this time, last year.
crazy sometimes how things come around. full fucking circle. crazy. this time last year, i said:
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what do you do when you know it won't last but you can't let it go?
do you whitewash it and go on as normal until-- when?
wait for the final grain of salt? what if it's a boulder?
what if you're tired of the fucking ellipse
the what happens now and the i don't know
do you give up now or hold on by a thread?
what happens when love isn't enough?
well, it gets hard
and then it dies
slowly painfully gracefully falling
it dies
(well something dies anyway)-
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sometimes you gotta look back to go forward. this time last year, matto said that kanye says:
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they say people in your life are seasons
and anything that happen is for a reason
uh, and i heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today
but we'll find a way
and nothing lasts forever but be honest, babe
it hurts but it might be the only way
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this time, this year, i say:
everthing comes full circle. even if it takes awhile, fruition comes, closure comes, healing comes, order comes. it seems like a long road, but i have faith that it'll all make sense. *sigh* it has to make sense. otherwise i don't know what the hell we're doing here. hurry, somebody say something uplifting.. or funny... or something. love and peace to all.
*chelle
ooh, i know! on a happy note, i now have a bed. and it is lovely. and way better than sleeping on the floor. yay bed! you see? something good happened.