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She kisses differently now. A year apart has made her the most confident lover. Our kisses used to be fumbling, and questioning. We were exploring each other then, and we had no idea what we were doing. Our first time together, she fell off the bed. It was the picture of two straight girls exploring for the first time. We were awkward teenagers.
Not anymore. She kisses me like she owns me. I don't mind at all. There's never a question about where things are going now. She regularly backs me against a wall and ravages my mouth. She's smaller than me in stature and twice my size in chi. It reminds me of Ani's Evolve.
We made love the first afternoon after the park. She was in charge this time, there was no doubt. She stopped me when I tried to take control, took me to the height of ecstasy and let me hang there for a while before slowly lifting each finger until I fell off the cliff and into one of the most powerful orgasms I've had in...well recent memory.
I worry now that she is going to turn into a typical housewife who complains about headaches and is too tired to even think about sex. I've spent two years being the only parent Ryan has known and while I miss him a lot, it's really nice to have a life outside of the house. I come home tired, but rejuvenated with new experiences and excited to tell her about them, and even more excited to see my son. She's getting to be a mom for the first time, to a child she knew before he knew her face and I see the same emotion on her face when I walk through the door. Every experience is new and amazing. Every smile of his is intoxicating to her and every mess he makes forgivable. It's such a beautiful thing and she positively glows.
She isn't suffering from loss of sex drive either and that's the best news of all because I can barely keep my hands off her. She talks about wanting another baby in the house. I'm still reluctant to add anything new to a mix that we're just getting accustomed to. She's moved in completely now, with her dog and cat, bringing the total number of animals up to five dogs and three cats and one toddler. But as time goes on and I see how happy she is being a mother, I'm starting to think about this baby idea more seriously....
Amy,
Everytime I see you look at Ryan.
Everytime you smile.
Everytime you laugh.
Everytime you listen to me talk about work.
Everytime you tell me about your day with Ryan
Everytime we kiss.
Everytime you touch me.
Everytime I touch you.
Everytime we make love.
Everytime, all the time...
I fall in love with you again.
Not anymore. She kisses me like she owns me. I don't mind at all. There's never a question about where things are going now. She regularly backs me against a wall and ravages my mouth. She's smaller than me in stature and twice my size in chi. It reminds me of Ani's Evolve.
We made love the first afternoon after the park. She was in charge this time, there was no doubt. She stopped me when I tried to take control, took me to the height of ecstasy and let me hang there for a while before slowly lifting each finger until I fell off the cliff and into one of the most powerful orgasms I've had in...well recent memory.
I worry now that she is going to turn into a typical housewife who complains about headaches and is too tired to even think about sex. I've spent two years being the only parent Ryan has known and while I miss him a lot, it's really nice to have a life outside of the house. I come home tired, but rejuvenated with new experiences and excited to tell her about them, and even more excited to see my son. She's getting to be a mom for the first time, to a child she knew before he knew her face and I see the same emotion on her face when I walk through the door. Every experience is new and amazing. Every smile of his is intoxicating to her and every mess he makes forgivable. It's such a beautiful thing and she positively glows.
She isn't suffering from loss of sex drive either and that's the best news of all because I can barely keep my hands off her. She talks about wanting another baby in the house. I'm still reluctant to add anything new to a mix that we're just getting accustomed to. She's moved in completely now, with her dog and cat, bringing the total number of animals up to five dogs and three cats and one toddler. But as time goes on and I see how happy she is being a mother, I'm starting to think about this baby idea more seriously....
Amy,
Everytime I see you look at Ryan.
Everytime you smile.
Everytime you laugh.
Everytime you listen to me talk about work.
Everytime you tell me about your day with Ryan
Everytime we kiss.
Everytime you touch me.
Everytime I touch you.
Everytime we make love.
Everytime, all the time...
I fall in love with you again.