the flood
of emotions you bring into my life is drowning me. you left me without saying goodbye, on the same exact day he did. on a holiday. you didnt even give me the decency of an explanation, or a goodbye. i wonder if you planned it out, if on thanksgiving, you knew that would be the last time you were going to talk to me, so you were sweet on purpose. couldnt you have at least staged a fight or something to give me a reason in my head to believe?
and now
almost perfect timing,
when i've forgiven you, not quite forgotten you, and was ready to move on...
youre back as quick as you left. crying. begging. and youre just as beautiful as you were then. and i havent forgotten you. and i miss you. i just dont know what to do with you. my mom made me promise not to let you back in, and as much as i dont want to listen to her, i cant help but remember that she helped me get over you in the first place, and she was right all along. do i give you the chance to fool me twice? the sad part is... of course i do, if you'll let me.