I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry to all of you who don't understand why I ran out at dinner tonight. It has nothing to do with any of you, I am just having a lot of issues with myself and my identity.
I am constantly asking myself these questions lately:
-What is wrong with me?
-Why do I hate myself?
-Why can't I see the good that everyone else sees?
-Why can't I be happy when I have every reason to be?
-Why can't I open up to anyone?
-Why do I always push away the people who care about me?
I don't know if any of you understand feeling any of these things about yourself, but that is the internal conflict that I have been going through for the last few weeks. I hope I can answer them soon but for right now I might not be my happy self. I'm sorry. I will try to get it all figured out soon. Thanks for caring and thanks for always being there for me.
I am constantly asking myself these questions lately:
-What is wrong with me?
-Why do I hate myself?
-Why can't I see the good that everyone else sees?
-Why can't I be happy when I have every reason to be?
-Why can't I open up to anyone?
-Why do I always push away the people who care about me?
I don't know if any of you understand feeling any of these things about yourself, but that is the internal conflict that I have been going through for the last few weeks. I hope I can answer them soon but for right now I might not be my happy self. I'm sorry. I will try to get it all figured out soon. Thanks for caring and thanks for always being there for me.