wow...this is wierd
wow...this is wierd...i have never felt more alone than this week. i dont really know why...wait....yeah i do....its because..i have no one. absolutely no one to put any effort into. no one to enjoy time with. i want to love someone...i kinda dont care who. everyone around me has someone or is into someone. i just feel so.....alone..i guess. this week has just been crapy anyway. i think i am going to quit my job. i just havent found anybody that truely makes me happy. i want to be giddy like all my friends, i want to cuddle like all my friends. i donno i dont really wanna sound desprate. oh well. im getting really fuckin sick and tired of my boss and his little fuckin sidekick....they just work my nerves like there is no tomorrow. i just feel used...and they dont barely ask for anything...they just do it. anyways..i just dont feel like being very nice right now so im gonna stop, while im ahead....