...realization...
well, i started my new job at cvs. its really cool. i like it alot. i realized that i was a complete asshole to some of my close friends. one being rachel and one being gina. rachel and i had something going and then it stopped so i ignored her like a dick. it was extremly rude of my and i appologize for that. i know that she doesnt call me much nor i call her much either. if my friend doesnt call me does that mean i dont call them until they call me?....no. its not phone tag. its not like you gotta keep score to see how many times you call someone and they call you. anyway...gina is one of my best friends...i love her to death...but of course i dont show that. i always say" hey you wanna get together this week and do something?" andy yet i dont ever call her to set up what we want to do. its gay, it really is. anyway...its been a really long time since i have done anything with my other friends(excluding sarah and vicki). so i think i am going to try to do stuff with people. i also have a friend, who i am not going to name, but she is way to expectant and always expects people to jump through hoops for her but never does anything for anyone else. that pisses me off. so...i appologize gina and family, and i appologize rachel.
Justin
Justin