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Last night. You wouldn't be able to summarize last night in one word. Various adjectives come to mind. Magical. Last night was magical. That will do. I was nervous, completely evident in my last note of the song. I was unsure about it, hesitant about the last note. That last word. True. I had rehearsed it a thousand times over. I can't take it back. I can't run on the stage and say 'Hold it! Listen to me! Truuue! Okay thank you!' However, I was able to hold my note for sky, which I was very excited about. I love singing that song. The melody, the rhythm, the harmony. I've been humming it all day. I was singing in the shower this morning and I heard some various shut up's and we're trying to sleep's. They're going to have to get used to me at some point or another. Or they could just wear ear plugs. ;)
By the way, did you even see our house!? Living in the lap of luxury. Never had that happen to me before. It will be odd, especially the day I leave and I have to go back to my two bedroom apartment in Raleigh. I think it's funny how people actually believe there will be fights and hook ups in the house. Well, maybe they will catch a kiss between Corey and Kim, but other than that we are all like family. I love each and everyone of the 10 people who stand next to me on that stage. Who go through the same hard work as I, who can relate to me on so many different levels. I love everything I have with them. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. If I go home tonight, I know this will have been the most challenging experience of my life. Also the most rewarding. I have learned so much about myself over the past couple weeks, you honestly can't imagine. I wish good luck to my competitors, although I don't see them as competitors at all. I dislike how I have to 'go up' against my best friends week after week, telling all of American to VOTE FOR ME when I really want to say VOTE FOR THEM. They are great people. Even though I want to win this competition with all my heart, every single person up there deserves it. Every single one.
By the way, did you even see our house!? Living in the lap of luxury. Never had that happen to me before. It will be odd, especially the day I leave and I have to go back to my two bedroom apartment in Raleigh. I think it's funny how people actually believe there will be fights and hook ups in the house. Well, maybe they will catch a kiss between Corey and Kim, but other than that we are all like family. I love each and everyone of the 10 people who stand next to me on that stage. Who go through the same hard work as I, who can relate to me on so many different levels. I love everything I have with them. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. If I go home tonight, I know this will have been the most challenging experience of my life. Also the most rewarding. I have learned so much about myself over the past couple weeks, you honestly can't imagine. I wish good luck to my competitors, although I don't see them as competitors at all. I dislike how I have to 'go up' against my best friends week after week, telling all of American to VOTE FOR ME when I really want to say VOTE FOR THEM. They are great people. Even though I want to win this competition with all my heart, every single person up there deserves it. Every single one.