Bon Voyage Nonnie
It happens every year and although it hasnt happened just yet it's coming up this weekend and it's starting to sink in. It's like I know it's coming but I think this year it's more guilt that is attacking me more than the fear of not seeing her again. I have had almost a YEAR to be with her and I have seen her about 3 or 4 times. This summer I was barely home but I could have taken time to see her more this winter, considering she stayed an extra almost 4 months. She is my favorite person in the world and I have been so selfish in not taking the time to go over and just kiss and squeeze her and pat her fluffy lil cloud hair. I think that it's just hard to see her so dependant on others. She hasn't gotten worse with her memory but she will never be the same again. I see Prestons grandparents and even though they ARE my grandparents I get kinda jealous because I wish I still had that. I miss the woman she use to be. Tbis never gets easier.