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So yesterday sucked. I serously was down in the dumps. I was actually turning into the type of girl I hate. I was getting mad a P for being gone, even though it's not his fault at all. I was cranky that the house was dirty and that I had to work my night off and that I couldn't sleep and that I was lonely.
I am so glad I don't feel that way anymore. I never want to blame another human for something I created. I was so disgused in myself..
So I have been awake exactly 24 hours and 22 mins.... And I worked 12 of those..
I'm pooped.
Working tonight.Bout to fill the void with food tv, ac, and bed...A fat kids paradise.
19 days to go.
I love you.
EDIT EDIT EDIT
So literally like 5 mins after I wrote this I picked up Gizmo and kissed him not realizng I was making a HUGE mistake. My lip started to swell 3 times its normal size and it had NOTHING to do with either lip ring evben though it happened only the right side of my lip...I rushed out anf got Benydryl and now ill sleep til 5 but it's going down now and its not AS bad. It was so funny/scary.
Thats my pimply just got outta work face
I am so glad I don't feel that way anymore. I never want to blame another human for something I created. I was so disgused in myself..
So I have been awake exactly 24 hours and 22 mins.... And I worked 12 of those..
I'm pooped.
Working tonight.Bout to fill the void with food tv, ac, and bed...A fat kids paradise.
19 days to go.
I love you.
EDIT EDIT EDIT
So literally like 5 mins after I wrote this I picked up Gizmo and kissed him not realizng I was making a HUGE mistake. My lip started to swell 3 times its normal size and it had NOTHING to do with either lip ring evben though it happened only the right side of my lip...I rushed out anf got Benydryl and now ill sleep til 5 but it's going down now and its not AS bad. It was so funny/scary.
Thats my pimply just got outta work face