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Ugh today has sucked... I woke up at 9 this morning but was so tired and sore i had to go right back to sleep. I didn't wake up again until 10, when I ate breakfast, still all sore and tired, and then went back to bed. I woke up again at 11. I was still both sore and tired. I kinda walked aimlessly around my house for a while, then started reading the new Harry Potter book. I like it so far. Anways I had McDonald's for lunch. It filled me up somehow... I can't figure out exactly how though. Then I read some more Harry Potter and went online at about 2:40. I talked to Ashley (yay!) and a few other people (yay?). I just now found out Ashley's ring size so now I can... Nevermind ::wink::. Well we talked for a while... And I think I called myself ugly during that time... I don't remember when it was... But she got upset... And... Yeah... Well in the end we were all happy and I felt loved (yay!). Then I had to get bready for work... Which absolutely SUCKED! Today I had to wear a cashier's uniform because... Well... I was cashiering. Anyways everything went smoothly until I had to put on the tie. Know that I hadn't had to put a tie on in months, so I couldn't remember how to do it. I sat in my room fumbling with the tie in vain until I looked at my clock and realized it was 4:35 and I had to get going or else I'd be late (I had to walk you see). Well I left in an angry hurry, yelling at my brother's to get the door, still fumbling with my tie and still tired and sore. I tried to figure out the tie as I walked, and it wasn't until I had reached Wal-Mart that I did actually figure it out. Well by that point I was so frustrated I wanted to kill something fuzzy and cute, like a bunny, so I was quite irritated to find that those cashier shirts trap heat very well. I was sweating like a dog already, and I had to run to make it to work on time, so by the time I got to work I looked like I had been rained upon. Well then things got slightly better... Except that I was bored out of my mind on the express lane. Then on my break I called Ashley while drinking raspberry water and eating tomato soup. That was fun... But work afterwards was not. I had to change the paper in the receipt printer, but when I tried to it got stuck. Then I tried again but it just wouldn't take it. I kept trying over and over but it just wouldn't go. So I got frustrated and yelled that I was an idiot and punched myself... Yeah I overreacted... I suck at life what do you expect me to do? Anyways by that point all the customers in my line had left... I called the FEC for help and she got it in one try and I told her I was just an incompetent idiot... She just looked at me weird... Well then I pulled my till because we were about to close. I didn't have to mop for once, which is one blessing for the day, but not enough of one, because I felt bad for the girl that took my place as mopper. Well then I came back... And here I am... I'm talking to Ashley, and she's making me feel a little bit better... She's so nice... I don't care how sweet she says I am she's sweeter. I don't deserve her... She's so great... She deserves a much better guy than me... I can only give her sweetness and homework help... Hahaha... She deserves so much more...
Yesterday I went to Lettuce Lake Park and Busch Gardens with Ashley and Amber. It was fun, except that Amber still looked all depressed because Bryan wasn't there. Ashley and I traded giving each other piggy back ries at the park hahaha it was sooooooooo funny. When I was on Ashley's back we passed by this one lady and she was like "You go girl more women should be like you!" It was hysterical. Busch Gardens wasn't as fun... I felt like I was getting on Amber's nerves... And she was all irritable... It was still fun though. I like going out with them, though I hope next time we do things as a group Bryan can come so Amber doesn't feel like the third wheel. Well, even still, I'd rather me and Ashley go out alone ::wink::.