Aug 01, 2005 19:31
I wish I hadn't been so stupid and gotten myself grounded... Now I'm stuck at home all bored... And plus... I miss Ashley! I wanna see her again! I just wanna go to her house and cuddle with her on her couch and watch a movie... Nothing more... I miss her so much... I can't wait to see her again... I love her!!! She is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me... I owe her so much I can't give... But she seems happy, and that is all that matters. Anyways... Today was boring. I went to see my therapist at 11:00. He gave us a list of psychiatrists I can see to get medication... Then we just kinda talked about what's been going on that might have made it so easy for me to explode. I was REALLY depressed when I left. Whe I got home I got online and started talking to Ashley... That made me feel much better. She always cheers me up ::smiles::. Well then later on I had to get off ::tear:: so I called Ashley instead. We talked for a while on the phone, before she had to go. Then I was bored out of my mind, so I called up my mom and was like, "Can I walk up to Wal-Mart to get a CD?" She said yes, so I went... but they didn't have ANY of the CDs I wanted. So then I took about 30 minutes to walk to Best Buy, where they had 2 CDs I wanted, but not Metallica's S&M, which is the one I was looking for. So I walked across the street to the mall, and got it there. By then it was about... 6? My mom picked me up on my way home. Now I'm here online... And Ashley should be back soon... So, I'll bore you people later. Rock on.