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My head is just a mass of confusion. I don't know about anything anymore, it all just has me going in circles. I wish that I could figure all of my thoughts out, that I could figure myself out. Instead . . . I just don't know. Do you think life will ever really make sense to us? I mean, I know that if there was not the element of surprise everything would become dull, but . . . I don't know, I am at a loss. I am failing miserably at everything I told myself I was going to do. Are new years resolutions even worth making if you can't even keep them? grrr . . .