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if u were swimming with me then u'd understand.. meaning confused with destiny lets go of control to crash into a whole different life.. in this life the questions that surround the darkness in and outside of our heads is welcomed with poison arms and bitter hands, i cant accept what isint mine, that why your friendship is pushed off of reason. my time ticks slower then a broken clock, with no meaning and now direction, im crashing in a downward spiral counter clockwise to nothing, the only togetherness known is going nowhere fast, creeping through lost dreams with subconcious fears of security that isint there.. an insurance to guide me into the backwards movement of time or something like it.. time is of an essence.. when tomorrow is today.. time is never ending.. its like a big cycle.. leading back to this swimming pool of ideas and unreasoning suggestions, i suggest we stop thinking and start breathing, because nows the time to start living.. but me.. ive already died.