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its time for another update...?
im emotionally retarded, i swear.i have no idea what im doing right now or what is going on.the person i like,i dont know if he likes me and people that i dont like i know they like me.its madness.and terribly shallow,i have just realised.i apologize.last week i was obsessing over having nothing to obsess over and a week later i just cant SHUT UP!sorry.i want to talk to luke about all this cuz he might know what to do.
im so tired.but i get my prom dress any day now.im really hoping its REALLY soon cuz i just want to put it on and swish around.and sing "yesterdays feelings" by the Used while dancing in catherine and callums living room. it'll be awesome.you're all invited.lol...
my happiness level has definetly increased since last week as well.i just cried all last wednesday at janets house,or i guess,i was really close to it. this week is much better.i could stop smiling and/or laughing in marketing. hmmm i wonder why THAT was...:P
but it is time to watch moulin rouge so i can walk around singing the songs all day tomorrow in the standard friday outfit of girly skirt and superman shirt....it'll be grand,possibily including clashing pink and white shoes...we'll see
im emotionally retarded, i swear.i have no idea what im doing right now or what is going on.the person i like,i dont know if he likes me and people that i dont like i know they like me.its madness.and terribly shallow,i have just realised.i apologize.last week i was obsessing over having nothing to obsess over and a week later i just cant SHUT UP!sorry.i want to talk to luke about all this cuz he might know what to do.
im so tired.but i get my prom dress any day now.im really hoping its REALLY soon cuz i just want to put it on and swish around.and sing "yesterdays feelings" by the Used while dancing in catherine and callums living room. it'll be awesome.you're all invited.lol...
my happiness level has definetly increased since last week as well.i just cried all last wednesday at janets house,or i guess,i was really close to it. this week is much better.i could stop smiling and/or laughing in marketing. hmmm i wonder why THAT was...:P
but it is time to watch moulin rouge so i can walk around singing the songs all day tomorrow in the standard friday outfit of girly skirt and superman shirt....it'll be grand,possibily including clashing pink and white shoes...we'll see