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even though i didnt really wanna go to maryland...i must admit.
i had fun.
for once.
=]
i think it's because it was just me, mom, the dog and the Markley's.
no giant party.
no work.
no annoying little brats.
just rest and relaxation.
but the thing is,
my mom told mrs marnie about thomas.
and then she tried schooling me on how to "deal with him"
and that the "only way to get him back is to make him jealous"
i'm sorry.
but i'm not going to use another guy like that.
i've been used for that.
and i want be the one to make the guy feel like shit.
and they think that i like alex!
NONONO!
omg, NOOOOO.
i mean, occasionally the thought of "i wonder what it would be like IF we dated" crossed through my mind once or twice this year.
but i dont like him.
besides, we'd probably be better off as friends anyways.
i mean, if we argue the way we do as friends then i cant imagine what it would be like if we dated.
and besides, i dunno how sara feels about that.
and if she wants him, he's all hers.
ughh.
still no call.
but i'd rather wait until therese's party.
it's on wednesday.
thats only 3 days.
if i've waited this long, 3 more days wont hurt.
and i'd rather do it in person.
i just dunno if he'll ignore me or not.
all i'm gonna do is pull him away from everybody.
and just ask him.
"it's been [maybe] a week. i just wanna know if you've come to a decision...."
kinda let the sentence fall
and give "that look"
i love how i try to act out my life as if it's a movie.
i think it's fun.
anywhoo...
that's all for now.
=]
i had fun.
for once.
=]
i think it's because it was just me, mom, the dog and the Markley's.
no giant party.
no work.
no annoying little brats.
just rest and relaxation.
but the thing is,
my mom told mrs marnie about thomas.
and then she tried schooling me on how to "deal with him"
and that the "only way to get him back is to make him jealous"
i'm sorry.
but i'm not going to use another guy like that.
i've been used for that.
and i want be the one to make the guy feel like shit.
and they think that i like alex!
NONONO!
omg, NOOOOO.
i mean, occasionally the thought of "i wonder what it would be like IF we dated" crossed through my mind once or twice this year.
but i dont like him.
besides, we'd probably be better off as friends anyways.
i mean, if we argue the way we do as friends then i cant imagine what it would be like if we dated.
and besides, i dunno how sara feels about that.
and if she wants him, he's all hers.
ughh.
still no call.
but i'd rather wait until therese's party.
it's on wednesday.
thats only 3 days.
if i've waited this long, 3 more days wont hurt.
and i'd rather do it in person.
i just dunno if he'll ignore me or not.
all i'm gonna do is pull him away from everybody.
and just ask him.
"it's been [maybe] a week. i just wanna know if you've come to a decision...."
kinda let the sentence fall
and give "that look"
i love how i try to act out my life as if it's a movie.
i think it's fun.
anywhoo...
that's all for now.
=]