jAN 16 = THE END !!
this is the deal ;
okay ; let me tell ya`ll - and take it from someone who KNOWS what they are talkinq about :
__love sucks!
__someone can mean the world to you and they couldnt care less.
__the words I lOVE YOU dont mean anythinq ...
__and the only time they do, is when ur married!
__you cant trust anyone to stay with you even if they PROMiSE
__promises qet broken and feelinqs qet hurt.
__people qet mad over stupid stuff ; and sometimes you dont even know
why cus they are too ensecure to tell you why they're mad!
__you cant trust ANYBODY !!
there -- now you have it, jaymee's thouqhts that come straiqht from her mind! <|3
okay ; maybe im just RETARDED but what the hell is wronq with this boy ?! maybe ya`ll can help me cus i dont even know what to think now ...
ME: can we talk?
ME: you cant keep avoidinq me -- this "problem" of ours inst just qoinq to qo away ...
RiCkY : hi
ME: omg - do u even know who ur talkinq to?
RiCkY : jaymee
ME: okay then why are you actinq like nothinqs wrong?
RiCkY : wats wrong?
ME: UhM - i dont know, maybe the fact you iqnored me on new years, you wont accept my phone calls, you didnt acknowledge me at the basketball qame, or last nite at the movies. so i dont know wats wrong - maybe you can tell me.
ME: i mean, do u not remember any of this?
RiCkY : i remember but
ME: but .....
RiCkY : wat do you want to talk about?
ME: i want to know why you qot mad in the first place!
ME: i mean, if you just didnt want to qo out with me then you should have told me .. not made excuses.
ME: that just made it 10x's worse for me !!
RiCkY : sorrrrrrry!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: so is that it? you just didnt want to qo out?
RiCkY : yea boi!
RiCkY : hello???
ME: yea --
RiCkY : wats wrong?
ME: ive g2g - please call me later !!
RiCkY : for what?
ME: do you just want me totally out of ur life?
ME: cus if thats how you want it then thats how it can be ...
RiCkY : i guess not.
ME: you guess not?
RiCkY : yea.
RiCkY : so i guess byyyyyyyeeeeee!
yea - now tell me what ya`ll think cus im just totally confused with life itself rite now .. <33
well last nite michael o. and ricky called me ; it was like the worst conversation of my life -- i was told by ricky that he was sorry he hurt me, but he never wanted to talk to me aqain ..
yea - i think that pretty much explains it all .. not much more is needed to be said .. <|3
my _NEW_ link --> http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=7424837&Mytoken=20050109182700
-jaymee!
okay ; let me tell ya`ll - and take it from someone who KNOWS what they are talkinq about :
__love sucks!
__someone can mean the world to you and they couldnt care less.
__the words I lOVE YOU dont mean anythinq ...
__and the only time they do, is when ur married!
__you cant trust anyone to stay with you even if they PROMiSE
__promises qet broken and feelinqs qet hurt.
__people qet mad over stupid stuff ; and sometimes you dont even know
why cus they are too ensecure to tell you why they're mad!
__you cant trust ANYBODY !!
there -- now you have it, jaymee's thouqhts that come straiqht from her mind! <|3
okay ; maybe im just RETARDED but what the hell is wronq with this boy ?! maybe ya`ll can help me cus i dont even know what to think now ...
ME: can we talk?
ME: you cant keep avoidinq me -- this "problem" of ours inst just qoinq to qo away ...
RiCkY : hi
ME: omg - do u even know who ur talkinq to?
RiCkY : jaymee
ME: okay then why are you actinq like nothinqs wrong?
RiCkY : wats wrong?
ME: UhM - i dont know, maybe the fact you iqnored me on new years, you wont accept my phone calls, you didnt acknowledge me at the basketball qame, or last nite at the movies. so i dont know wats wrong - maybe you can tell me.
ME: i mean, do u not remember any of this?
RiCkY : i remember but
ME: but .....
RiCkY : wat do you want to talk about?
ME: i want to know why you qot mad in the first place!
ME: i mean, if you just didnt want to qo out with me then you should have told me .. not made excuses.
ME: that just made it 10x's worse for me !!
RiCkY : sorrrrrrry!!!!!!!!!!!
ME: so is that it? you just didnt want to qo out?
RiCkY : yea boi!
RiCkY : hello???
ME: yea --
RiCkY : wats wrong?
ME: ive g2g - please call me later !!
RiCkY : for what?
ME: do you just want me totally out of ur life?
ME: cus if thats how you want it then thats how it can be ...
RiCkY : i guess not.
ME: you guess not?
RiCkY : yea.
RiCkY : so i guess byyyyyyyeeeeee!
yea - now tell me what ya`ll think cus im just totally confused with life itself rite now .. <33
well last nite michael o. and ricky called me ; it was like the worst conversation of my life -- i was told by ricky that he was sorry he hurt me, but he never wanted to talk to me aqain ..
yea - i think that pretty much explains it all .. not much more is needed to be said .. <|3
my _NEW_ link --> http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=7424837&Mytoken=20050109182700
-jaymee!