die young and save yourself...

[c0rporatewh0re]

so, i should really be studying for physics and trig tomorrow, but i really can't be bothered. i went "job hunting" today, which actually consisted of me driving aimlessly from bradley beach to manasquan, and then back home. i really can't afford to eat up gas like that though, hence the reason for the said job hunting. i seriously can't wait til summer, and i stop with the unemployed nonesense and start my old job again. this will be my fourth summer working at the boutique in belmar and avon, and the only thing that sucks is that it'll be cut short cause of italy, and cause of that whole leaving for college thing that happens in august. omg, it would suck if i had to be in school on my birthday, that's never happened to me before, i wouldn't know how to deal with it. i probably will be though, cause my birthday's the twenty fifth. ugh, i'm gonna be nineteen this year, that's such a scary thought. i was talking to tom the other day, and he reminded me that his birthday was this week and that he was turning twenty, and i was just shocked, cause i never imagined us getting this old. i mean, twenty is not even in the teens anymore, it's like, full-fledged adulthood. it's like, halfway to forty. jesus. i remember when turning thirteen was a big deal, cause you were finally a big important teenager, oooh, watch out, and now getting out of teenagerdom is a big deal. i think i'd like to go back to being in second grade again, just becaue the biggest problem in your life in second grade was having boring, ordinary crayons instead of smelly ones. ahh, good times, good times. lindsay and i were looking through connor's old school pictures the other day, and we were pointing out all these kids we knew, and it's funny how they looked the same back then, just little, and with funny early-nineties hair.
wow, this has been the most pointless, stream-of-consciousness update yet, i think. yay for me.