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so i dont really write in this anymore but i will tonight.
school is school.. im getting better about doing my homework but i still dont really know whats going on in class. i guess ill get used to that. and you know i kind of dont like when i do my homework and it takes me hours and then people ask me "hey did you do thisandthat? and can i see it?" or just ask for the answers.. i mean we all get it at the same time. i dont have a problem if its like "oh man thats due in ten minutes and i totally forgot" but if you still have a lot of time to do it then i feel weird just letting everyone copy. i guess ill get used to that too. i could just tell them no and stuff but.. i have problems saying no. if its my good friends that okay but mostly its just people i talk to only in school. if you need help ill definitely help you if you dont understand but its just fair to try first.
also i think i have a problem with being shy around people i dont know very well and if i do start talking i probably ramble. maybe sometimes id just rather be quiet than try to force a conversation. but when im quiet a lot of times people think im snooty or in a bad mood and all that jazz. i want to make more friends this year.. tomorrow i think ill talk to someone i dont know very well. im not scared or anything i guess i just dont know what to say.
im really glad i have good friends even if i dont a gajillion of them. i know a lot of people but im not really close with most of them which is okay.. id much rather have a handful of great friends than a bunch of just okay friends. and they are the coolest ones ever.
don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday
that was then, this is now, don't call it undone
don't take what you've been dealt
i go to softball just about everyday.. for travel ball and then school fall ball. practices are always the boring part i just like playing the games. my first tournament with my new travel team is this weekend. im excited. i like our name too.. manassas blaze. cause we're blazin' hot.
im really glad im with justin. he's so neat and he makes me really happy. i wish i had more time to hang out with him but with sports and homework lately its been kind of tricky. oh well i know there will be time soon! homecoming this year i guess we're going.. i got a dress this weekend and i like it a lot. its different from what i would normally pick out but im ready for a few changes.
my knees are really a killer. even if i walk around the mall for a few hours they get all stiff and sore. i dont notice it until im done playing or walking or running but sometimes after walking up the stairs they feel locked up. stop being so gay, knees.
the end =]
school is school.. im getting better about doing my homework but i still dont really know whats going on in class. i guess ill get used to that. and you know i kind of dont like when i do my homework and it takes me hours and then people ask me "hey did you do thisandthat? and can i see it?" or just ask for the answers.. i mean we all get it at the same time. i dont have a problem if its like "oh man thats due in ten minutes and i totally forgot" but if you still have a lot of time to do it then i feel weird just letting everyone copy. i guess ill get used to that too. i could just tell them no and stuff but.. i have problems saying no. if its my good friends that okay but mostly its just people i talk to only in school. if you need help ill definitely help you if you dont understand but its just fair to try first.
also i think i have a problem with being shy around people i dont know very well and if i do start talking i probably ramble. maybe sometimes id just rather be quiet than try to force a conversation. but when im quiet a lot of times people think im snooty or in a bad mood and all that jazz. i want to make more friends this year.. tomorrow i think ill talk to someone i dont know very well. im not scared or anything i guess i just dont know what to say.
im really glad i have good friends even if i dont a gajillion of them. i know a lot of people but im not really close with most of them which is okay.. id much rather have a handful of great friends than a bunch of just okay friends. and they are the coolest ones ever.
don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday
that was then, this is now, don't call it undone
don't take what you've been dealt
i go to softball just about everyday.. for travel ball and then school fall ball. practices are always the boring part i just like playing the games. my first tournament with my new travel team is this weekend. im excited. i like our name too.. manassas blaze. cause we're blazin' hot.
im really glad im with justin. he's so neat and he makes me really happy. i wish i had more time to hang out with him but with sports and homework lately its been kind of tricky. oh well i know there will be time soon! homecoming this year i guess we're going.. i got a dress this weekend and i like it a lot. its different from what i would normally pick out but im ready for a few changes.
my knees are really a killer. even if i walk around the mall for a few hours they get all stiff and sore. i dont notice it until im done playing or walking or running but sometimes after walking up the stairs they feel locked up. stop being so gay, knees.
the end =]