What you are is a liar...there is a difference. You’re telling people that I was trying to steal Fox from you and that just is a complete and total lie. It bothers me that you saying this is causing others to have a completely distorted view of me and I think that if someone did that to you, you’d feel the same.
And even if everything you said was just opinions, what are you basing these opinions of yours on, that’s what I want to know. You haven’t spoken to me in months, so what you are saying is based on hearsay and your own paranoia. What did I do that was so horrible that you construed to mean that I am manipulative and evil? I was friends with Fox and I listened to him when you and him were having problems. There is my crime. Never did I say anything about you during these conversations, because I knew and understood that I knew one and only one side I just was trying to be a friend to Fox. It’s almost identical in fact to you and Joe talking about Joe and I’s past relationship, except that you did call me things based on those conversations. For the record, Joe himself would not call me evil or manipulative, I don’t think, and even though we are not on the best of terms now I don’t think that if you said these things to him he would agree with you. I might be wrong, but either way, you know one side of a story. That’s not something to base your opinion of someone on.
I didn’t do this to be immature or even to cause drama. I did it because I didn’t want to go all the way to Sharon Hill to find you when I honestly feel I have done nothing wrong. But at the same time, I don’t want you for an enemy. I don’t understand why you have such resentment towards me. I haven’t done anything bad to you. I never said anything about you, and despite what your those paranoid and jealous voices in your head are telling you, I never once acted with the hidden intentions of trying to steal Fox from you nor did I ever try to break you guys up. You know what the truth is, you don’t want to hear it, and I know it’s hard for you to come to grips with and it’s easier and more convenient to blame me, but at this point I am just done with being nice. FOX DID NOT BREAK UP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HOW HE FELT FOR ME HE BROKE UP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HOW HE DIDN’T FEEL FOR YOU. Why don’t you stare at those words for a long, long time Ashley, until they fucking sink in.
No, you aren’t making my life hell. The reason that I decided to continue having this out is because I thought there was still a friendship to salvage. I thought, if we can just get past all these misunderstandings she will eventually see that I never once did anything wrong or bad toward her and she has no reason to hate me like this when I never once did any of the things you are saying I did, and you have no reason to say that “manipulative” or “evil.” I ask you now, please, if you so strongly believe these things to be true, back them up. Give me examples of how I am manipulative, and tell me what bad thing I ever did to you? Or to anyone else, for that matter. Give me an example that is not based on something you heard from someone else, or something that you yourself didn’t do (like me talking to Fox about you guys when you talked to Joe Boyle about your relationship as well). Give me a concrete example. Back up these opinions that are so important to you. I fucking dare you.
You can’t, can you? Because deep inside you know this is all bullshit. You know I never did anything bad to you and that all those words of hate and resentment you spread to all your friends were just your way of taking out your anger about your relationship with Fox on someone else. You were upset about Fox, so you decided to take it out on someone who wasn’t even involved. You tried making as many people as you could believe this complete and total lies and then you are going to try preaching to me about not wanting to deal with drama? If you didn’t fucking love drama Ashley, you would have somehow contacted me instead of letting all this go through the grapevine.
Oh, and on a pretty off topic subject...why don't you try typing in fucking paragraphs? Your responses are annoying to read. Cmon, you're in honors you should know better than that. tsk tsk
and i don't do paragraphs online. too lazy. plus, i'm not getting graded or anything. i don't need proper structure to justify my points. they're fine enough for me without all the hassle of pressing the enter key. *basks in sloth*
And even if everything you said was just opinions, what are you basing these opinions of yours on, that’s what I want to know. You haven’t spoken to me in months, so what you are saying is based on hearsay and your own paranoia. What did I do that was so horrible that you construed to mean that I am manipulative and evil? I was friends with Fox and I listened to him when you and him were having problems. There is my crime. Never did I say anything about you during these conversations, because I knew and understood that I knew one and only one side I just was trying to be a friend to Fox. It’s almost identical in fact to you and Joe talking about Joe and I’s past relationship, except that you did call me things based on those conversations. For the record, Joe himself would not call me evil or manipulative, I don’t think, and even though we are not on the best of terms now I don’t think that if you said these things to him he would agree with you. I might be wrong, but either way, you know one side of a story. That’s not something to base your opinion of someone on.
I didn’t do this to be immature or even to cause drama. I did it because I didn’t want to go all the way to Sharon Hill to find you when I honestly feel I have done nothing wrong. But at the same time, I don’t want you for an enemy. I don’t understand why you have such resentment towards me. I haven’t done anything bad to you. I never said anything about you, and despite what your those paranoid and jealous voices in your head are telling you, I never once acted with the hidden intentions of trying to steal Fox from you nor did I ever try to break you guys up. You know what the truth is, you don’t want to hear it, and I know it’s hard for you to come to grips with and it’s easier and more convenient to blame me, but at this point I am just done with being nice. FOX DID NOT BREAK UP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HOW HE FELT FOR ME HE BROKE UP WITH YOU BECAUSE OF HOW HE DIDN’T FEEL FOR YOU. Why don’t you stare at those words for a long, long time Ashley, until they fucking sink in.
No, you aren’t making my life hell. The reason that I decided to continue having this out is because I thought there was still a friendship to salvage. I thought, if we can just get past all these misunderstandings she will eventually see that I never once did anything wrong or bad toward her and she has no reason to hate me like this when I never once did any of the things you are saying I did, and you have no reason to say that “manipulative” or “evil.” I ask you now, please, if you so strongly believe these things to be true, back them up. Give me examples of how I am manipulative, and tell me what bad thing I ever did to you? Or to anyone else, for that matter. Give me an example that is not based on something you heard from someone else, or something that you yourself didn’t do (like me talking to Fox about you guys when you talked to Joe Boyle about your relationship as well). Give me a concrete example. Back up these opinions that are so important to you. I fucking dare you.
You can’t, can you? Because deep inside you know this is all bullshit. You know I never did anything bad to you and that all those words of hate and resentment you spread to all your friends were just your way of taking out your anger about your relationship with Fox on someone else. You were upset about Fox, so you decided to take it out on someone who wasn’t even involved. You tried making as many people as you could believe this complete and total lies and then you are going to try preaching to me about not wanting to deal with drama? If you didn’t fucking love drama Ashley, you would have somehow contacted me instead of letting all this go through the grapevine.
Oh, and on a pretty off topic subject...why don't you try typing in fucking paragraphs? Your responses are annoying to read. Cmon, you're in honors you should know better than that. tsk tsk
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