Dec 09, 2004 21:12
heyyy heyy whats crackalakin?? lol anyway today was awful. . . i was going to have a beat down in health today lol. This dood stole my calculator and everything from me when i was putting up my test and i started yelling at him and everything cuz i know he took it cuz everytime he steals something from me and then mrs bell got involved and she made everyone put there hands on there desk till she got to them and she was going to search everyones belongings for it if noone cofessed. . which noone did so she started with the person who i thought did it and he had it!!!!!! thats making the story short. . .this one guy was like Damn this girl has beef. lol. ???
Yeah but besides that my day has been full of boredom. . . ive been like praying to stay alive today. Yeah but my dad went to a thing with my mom and a perso who is like a judge and discussed things about my dad getting full custody of me and she said she doesnt want to work it out she wants to go to COURt so yeah January 25 i go to court with the parents and fight against my mom...ahhh im so depressed about this divorce thing. everyone treats me like im meat or just a money issue. . like my bro was like Meridyth just cuz we are fighting for full custody of u. . that doesnt mean u cant see ur mom. we r just doing this so it will help dad save more money./. . . UM YEAH THANKS. . .my dad should want me for me not to save money ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh noone will ever know how much this depresses me cuz im always faking those freakin smiles and happy life. . . like none of u would understand why i cry constantly over anything. Yeah well lets just say im starting to kinda miss my mom but at the same time hate her. And the only reaso shes fighting for me is cuz she left our family to be with a creepy guy who supposably makes her happy and doesnt talk to her son NEVER sees her grandson and im the only thing she can actual try to get back in her life. . . but u know what she left us so i dont want CRAP to do with her, , , , god why me? here i go crying again this sucks im leaving by
Comment if u want. . noone ever does cuz noone ever cares about me. . . only reason people comment or excuse me JESSICA comments is cuz i ask her to
not in a loving mood right now
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