kinda wanted to do this...
hmm...the past couple weeks have been pretty good minus the fact that i feel depressed for no reason at all at times. I didnt really realize how much i have changed not only since sophomore year, but last year as well. Its almost scary because it seems like not too long ago i was still really quiet and kept to myself all the time..hah DEF not anymore...i honestly dont like the way i act now..i like that im really outgoing and that i talk to pretty much everyone BUT i hate that im always saying stoopid crap for no reason and always making people think that im like a complete retard...i dont really know why i even do it, i think i just get too carried away :( I think i come off really mean when im just joking around and that needs to stop because im always nice to everyone no matter what and i need to stay that way.
BUT anyways..i got my senior pictures back today and i must say they look pretty good(which is surprising because im ugly) but they do look good so it made me happy :)
This week was really crappy because i worked almost everyday which ment i only got to talk to jenna in school which DEF isnt enough...HOPEFULLY i get to see her tomorrow, that would be EXTREMELY nice :) AND would help put me in a better mood because the only time ive felt good lately is when im around her...so thank you, i love you veryy much<3!!
I dunno, hopefully i can change the way i am a little bit cuz i really dont feel like myself at all but who knows...we'll see what happens. Sorry to anyone who reads this becuase i hate complaining but i really need to get all of this out some way because it really helps!!
hi, i love you!! :)
BUT anyways..i got my senior pictures back today and i must say they look pretty good(which is surprising because im ugly) but they do look good so it made me happy :)
This week was really crappy because i worked almost everyday which ment i only got to talk to jenna in school which DEF isnt enough...HOPEFULLY i get to see her tomorrow, that would be EXTREMELY nice :) AND would help put me in a better mood because the only time ive felt good lately is when im around her...so thank you, i love you veryy much<3!!
I dunno, hopefully i can change the way i am a little bit cuz i really dont feel like myself at all but who knows...we'll see what happens. Sorry to anyone who reads this becuase i hate complaining but i really need to get all of this out some way because it really helps!!
hi, i love you!! :)