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well im sad to say that christmas is over, it was a good one, i got pretty much everything i asked for, and i hope that everyone liked my presents. every year for the grand fanile of presents we have a scaverger hunt to find it, and this year it was a pop vending machine, its so kickass, it holds water bottles, pop, beer, and at the bottom is a mini fride. the things my parents come up w/sometimes, i tell ya.
yesterday i came home from dans and all of my stuff was moved out of my room. and scattered through out the whole basement. so now alex is up in my room and i am forced to move down the basement. it will turn out nice after i get carpet, and paint my walls, and get space heaters and walls put up, but its such a process, i don't even know where to begin, and my family procrastinates like no other, so its gonna take forever. im not sure what color im gonna paint. i was thinking 70's style, and just have it fun and bright, but i might get sick of that fast. its definatly a change for me. however for the time being, im stranded w/no where to go except in my moms bed, where its warm.
so we'll see how it goes, it can't get any worse that it is right now i suppose.
my mom and mac left for sweden this morning, it was sad, i just can't stop thinking that somethings gonna happen to them on that 10 hour flight. my mom gave me this long speech about what to do if something does happen to her, i cried. i cried harder driving away from them, because something could go wrong, and that maybe the last time i see them. ah i hate thinking about it. so now its just me alex and my dad holdin down the fort. lord help us!
today i worked the most busiest day of the year. the day after thanksgiving was nothing compared to today, there were so many returns is was insane. i was so stressed out, but they bought 3 large pizza's from jets, so it wasn't all to bad. haha. then i went to michelles house to hang out w/some good pals-kate, jane, michelle ang and ryan. it was fun just being stupid w/them. but i grew tired so i had to leave.
k and i leave you w/this song,
Everything has got a sense of permanence attached to it,
sucks you in and feeds you until finally you're used to it.
And now you're so dependent.
Now you're so defensive.
Now you're finding reasons why they're all wrong.
So in love with all your vices.
You can't change or move on.
And it comes to this,
such tragic endings.
You shake your fist,
just stop pretending.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
It's hit or miss,
just stop pretending now.
Everyone keeps asking you "what exactly happened?"
You've got all these excuses but
you don't have an answer
because you don't know yourself,
you don't know your own weaknesses.
You're always innocent
because you're never honest.
So wrapped up in your perspective.
Morality has become an opinion.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
You shake your fist,
just stop pretending.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
It's hit or miss,
just stop pretending now.
You wanted to be left alone
but you wanted someone to say
"boy, I'm always here for you"
but you can't have it both ways.
Now no one knows what you've done.
No one knows what you've done.
No one knows what you've done
and it's just as well.
The only thing that comforts me is
knowing that you'll never be happy.
night.
yesterday i came home from dans and all of my stuff was moved out of my room. and scattered through out the whole basement. so now alex is up in my room and i am forced to move down the basement. it will turn out nice after i get carpet, and paint my walls, and get space heaters and walls put up, but its such a process, i don't even know where to begin, and my family procrastinates like no other, so its gonna take forever. im not sure what color im gonna paint. i was thinking 70's style, and just have it fun and bright, but i might get sick of that fast. its definatly a change for me. however for the time being, im stranded w/no where to go except in my moms bed, where its warm.
so we'll see how it goes, it can't get any worse that it is right now i suppose.
my mom and mac left for sweden this morning, it was sad, i just can't stop thinking that somethings gonna happen to them on that 10 hour flight. my mom gave me this long speech about what to do if something does happen to her, i cried. i cried harder driving away from them, because something could go wrong, and that maybe the last time i see them. ah i hate thinking about it. so now its just me alex and my dad holdin down the fort. lord help us!
today i worked the most busiest day of the year. the day after thanksgiving was nothing compared to today, there were so many returns is was insane. i was so stressed out, but they bought 3 large pizza's from jets, so it wasn't all to bad. haha. then i went to michelles house to hang out w/some good pals-kate, jane, michelle ang and ryan. it was fun just being stupid w/them. but i grew tired so i had to leave.
k and i leave you w/this song,
Everything has got a sense of permanence attached to it,
sucks you in and feeds you until finally you're used to it.
And now you're so dependent.
Now you're so defensive.
Now you're finding reasons why they're all wrong.
So in love with all your vices.
You can't change or move on.
And it comes to this,
such tragic endings.
You shake your fist,
just stop pretending.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
It's hit or miss,
just stop pretending now.
Everyone keeps asking you "what exactly happened?"
You've got all these excuses but
you don't have an answer
because you don't know yourself,
you don't know your own weaknesses.
You're always innocent
because you're never honest.
So wrapped up in your perspective.
Morality has become an opinion.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
You shake your fist,
just stop pretending.
It comes to this,
such tragic endings.
It's hit or miss,
just stop pretending now.
You wanted to be left alone
but you wanted someone to say
"boy, I'm always here for you"
but you can't have it both ways.
Now no one knows what you've done.
No one knows what you've done.
No one knows what you've done
and it's just as well.
The only thing that comforts me is
knowing that you'll never be happy.
night.