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Tonight, I found out for the last year and a half I have been mislead to believe something that isn't true. Why would somebody tell a person something for a very long period of time..and then tell you something that completely goes against everything that they have told you?..I feel so horrible..And to think, I actually thought that I was of some importance to you..It's just like wow..I thought that I really was...special? needed? important? eh, I can't seem to think of the right word right now for it. But I felt really good about whatever I thought I was to you..Then finding out I'm nothing..really was an unexpected letdown.
Maybe I am experiencing what a lot of people call 'drama'. Man, I really hate that word. It's so lame. Maybe it's my own fault for being dumb enough to trust somebody. It will never happen again. If I could not trust you..who can I trust?
I will remember to remember to forget you forgot me...
If you are reading this..you know who you are..
Maybe I am experiencing what a lot of people call 'drama'. Man, I really hate that word. It's so lame. Maybe it's my own fault for being dumb enough to trust somebody. It will never happen again. If I could not trust you..who can I trust?
I will remember to remember to forget you forgot me...
If you are reading this..you know who you are..