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Intro: This will be a good update. i know i havent really had to many good entries in this new journal. i havent had many entries period; but i'm gonna try and update more offten.
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ok so i thought it was time for an update. i'm much better then i was in my last entry. thank you to all of you that was there to support me. i really do love all you guys. and plus i sat down with my mom and we both decided that it was a good idea for me to get a therapist. she's gonna look into it for me later this month.
well on to better things. i spent the day at the beach. such Fun Times. i love the beach. dont think i got a tan but then again i didnt really want one. but the beach was fun i had me cousin with me. she's a year younger then me but she acts like she's grown. so its up to me to point out to her that she isnt,lol. well now i'm back from the beach. i'm over my best friends house at the moment. i think i'm gonna end up staying the night. i truly LUV this guy with ALL my HEART and SOUL. i dont know what i would do with out him.(i'm writing this because he's standing behind me reading over my shoulder) come to think of it he's really adorable. it makes me wonder ( so i ask:) 'why arent we dating' *he doesnt answer, typical of a guy* jk. anyway i went out with some of my waldorf friends last saturday. we went to Birmingham to go to the movies. we were supposed to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...but i was late(by only like 15 minutes) so we went to go see the Fantastic 4. it was good, the Torch was soooo cute. after the movie we walked around for a bit. no body could make up their mind where they wanted to go. i got a call on my cell from one of my TC buddies. lisa said i was yelling into the phone but i dont think i was. anyway they made me get off the phone cuz i was supposed to be hanging out with them. but getting off the phone was no big deal for me. they were right anyway i was supposed to have my attention focused on my waldorf friends, who i hadnt seen in a while. Tatiana decided to get a smoothie from Cold Stone(which some how got thrown away when we went to Starbucks. still lmao) i got a Caramel Farp. from Starbucks. it was sooooo good might i add. (i love anything coffee. thats why i'm always awake.) then we walked around some more. me and simone left Birmingham a little after 10...i think. when i got home my sister was out with her boyfriend so i decided to go over my best friends house. i swear i spend so much time over here that it's like my second home. his mom has begun to call me the daughter she never had. awwweee how sweet is that? lucky for me he has a car and his ld's other wise it would be really hard for me to see him. but this is where i'm always at if not home or with my sister. and i luv every minute i spend here.
so now as i said i'm over my friends house and his parents are gone and i guess thats a good thing cuz we have to be beyond drunk. i'm starting to get sleepy so i'll probably go get some coffee. *pause,talks to best frind for a minute* oh how sweet he's gonna go make coffee for the both of us. if he wasnt my best friend i would surly turn this into a friends with benifits relationship. but i luv him to much to put our relationship at that kind of a risk. well i'm gonna go. i dont know what i'm bout to do but i'm sure i'll find something.
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