I wish I could explain myself but sometimes words escape me.. =/
I hate updating.. I NEVER have anything to say!!
Okay I just need to stop bitching and get this over with = [
So.. my mom keeps ragging on me for staying in the house all summer and "sleeping my summer away". The thing is all year during school I am surrounded by people I hate, in the place I hate, doing dumbass things I hate!! So I like to stay inside in the cool where it’s quiet and I can read or write. I don’t mind the occasional get together with friends but if you know me, you know I’m not social at all!! Wasting my summer would be going to the pool or the bowling alley or where ever people hang out. Why? Because I HATE doing that shit!! Excuse me if I don’t like to be in crowded places that smell like sweat and is obnoxiously loud where I feel like I can’t breathe because I have a fear of crowds and I’m having a panic attack!! Plus the people I do actually like to be with are so stuck up their boyfriend’s ass they’re turning purple from lack of oxygen!! I can’t stand it no more!! There for a while I was beginning to get depressed because I didn’t have a boy to obsess over, but then I remembered why I always brake up with somebody two days after they ask me out.. I loathe talking on the phone, I don’t like to be touched, don’t like to kiss, I hate feeling pressured, and I hate feeling guilty for talking to some random guy. Until I find somebody I like and want to have a relationship I will flirt with whoever the fuck I want and not talk to somebody over the phone any goddamn time I please. And if I hear the name ---- or ---- one more time I’m going to explode!! I’m totally there to comfort somebody with there problems, don’t get me wrong. But when somebody starts shit and is mad because the other person is pissed at them they can go blow themselves, I’m not going to comfort you after you started something you know damn well you shouldn’t have started!!
I mean I love my friends with all of my heart, as gay as that sounds!! But somebody can only take so much before they snap, and if you didn’t already notice I’m giving you a warning that I’m about to fucking blow up!!
Well I just got done watching the real world.. =’[ Gosh that changed my whole mood!! Then I talked to Lindy on the phone and she was cussin out Trevor, he was talking to her and she said shut up I hate you!! Then he kept talking and she told him that if he didn’t shut up she was gonna punch him- she got all aggressive. L0l*
I’m supposed to go to the aquarium tomorrow with mom, gabby, and mike.. but I really don’t think I wanna. I love spending time with gabby but she gets really whiny in the car and starts getting all evil on people. I was so0o0o depressed before gabby was born, but when she came along it changed everything for everybody. My whole world evolves around making that baby happy. I’ll never keep a paycheck- they will all go to her!! Haha.
I’m gonna see if I can go to Terra’s or Lindy’s tomorrow so I won’t have to go. I miss lindy a lot!! I never get to see her.. which sucks a nut because when she first came to school I stayed with her for 2 weeks [x-mas break] and every weekend after that. Then all of the sudden I remembered I had other friends that I needed to see, oh yea and family.
I had these lines in my head for a song so I was looking for paper and the only paper I could find was that god damn pink paper from Sat. school. How sad is that??
I really don’t wanna have Shupe 4th block again.. it’s so hard to skip detention that way!!
I’m trying to make this update as long as possible but it’s kind of hard. Haha.
And the funny thing is some people actually read this bullshit!! = D
I think I’m going to cry!! Kim is officially enrolled at Gate City!! Gah this is BS!!
--Deep Thoughts--
--Don’t say the sky is the limit- there are footprints on the moon.
--Don’t look down on somebody, unless you’re helping them up.
--Most people never realize how big the world is until it’s on their shoulders.
--There is generally one person in every situation you must never underestimate the power of.
--Be nice to everyone you meet; they’re fighting a battle you know nothing about.
--Why do airplanes supply oxygen in case of emergency? I’ll tell you why- when people panic they take big deep breaths, and they’re inhaling oxygen which makes you high. So when the plane is going down into the ocean the passengers are as calm as Hindu cows.
-- I bought my personality on ebay
--Movie Quotes--
--Everything in this room is eatable, even I’m eatable, but that’s cannibalism and that is indeed frowned upon in many societys. ((Charlie and the Chocolate Factory))
-- Me, I'm dishonest, and with a dishonest man you can always trust him to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you have to watch out for because you never know when he's going to turn around and do something incredibly stupid!! ((Captain Jack Sparrow))
Okay I just need to stop bitching and get this over with = [
So.. my mom keeps ragging on me for staying in the house all summer and "sleeping my summer away". The thing is all year during school I am surrounded by people I hate, in the place I hate, doing dumbass things I hate!! So I like to stay inside in the cool where it’s quiet and I can read or write. I don’t mind the occasional get together with friends but if you know me, you know I’m not social at all!! Wasting my summer would be going to the pool or the bowling alley or where ever people hang out. Why? Because I HATE doing that shit!! Excuse me if I don’t like to be in crowded places that smell like sweat and is obnoxiously loud where I feel like I can’t breathe because I have a fear of crowds and I’m having a panic attack!! Plus the people I do actually like to be with are so stuck up their boyfriend’s ass they’re turning purple from lack of oxygen!! I can’t stand it no more!! There for a while I was beginning to get depressed because I didn’t have a boy to obsess over, but then I remembered why I always brake up with somebody two days after they ask me out.. I loathe talking on the phone, I don’t like to be touched, don’t like to kiss, I hate feeling pressured, and I hate feeling guilty for talking to some random guy. Until I find somebody I like and want to have a relationship I will flirt with whoever the fuck I want and not talk to somebody over the phone any goddamn time I please. And if I hear the name ---- or ---- one more time I’m going to explode!! I’m totally there to comfort somebody with there problems, don’t get me wrong. But when somebody starts shit and is mad because the other person is pissed at them they can go blow themselves, I’m not going to comfort you after you started something you know damn well you shouldn’t have started!!
I mean I love my friends with all of my heart, as gay as that sounds!! But somebody can only take so much before they snap, and if you didn’t already notice I’m giving you a warning that I’m about to fucking blow up!!
Well I just got done watching the real world.. =’[ Gosh that changed my whole mood!! Then I talked to Lindy on the phone and she was cussin out Trevor, he was talking to her and she said shut up I hate you!! Then he kept talking and she told him that if he didn’t shut up she was gonna punch him- she got all aggressive. L0l*
I’m supposed to go to the aquarium tomorrow with mom, gabby, and mike.. but I really don’t think I wanna. I love spending time with gabby but she gets really whiny in the car and starts getting all evil on people. I was so0o0o depressed before gabby was born, but when she came along it changed everything for everybody. My whole world evolves around making that baby happy. I’ll never keep a paycheck- they will all go to her!! Haha.
I’m gonna see if I can go to Terra’s or Lindy’s tomorrow so I won’t have to go. I miss lindy a lot!! I never get to see her.. which sucks a nut because when she first came to school I stayed with her for 2 weeks [x-mas break] and every weekend after that. Then all of the sudden I remembered I had other friends that I needed to see, oh yea and family.
I had these lines in my head for a song so I was looking for paper and the only paper I could find was that god damn pink paper from Sat. school. How sad is that??
I really don’t wanna have Shupe 4th block again.. it’s so hard to skip detention that way!!
I’m trying to make this update as long as possible but it’s kind of hard. Haha.
And the funny thing is some people actually read this bullshit!! = D
I think I’m going to cry!! Kim is officially enrolled at Gate City!! Gah this is BS!!
--Deep Thoughts--
--Don’t say the sky is the limit- there are footprints on the moon.
--Don’t look down on somebody, unless you’re helping them up.
--Most people never realize how big the world is until it’s on their shoulders.
--There is generally one person in every situation you must never underestimate the power of.
--Be nice to everyone you meet; they’re fighting a battle you know nothing about.
--Why do airplanes supply oxygen in case of emergency? I’ll tell you why- when people panic they take big deep breaths, and they’re inhaling oxygen which makes you high. So when the plane is going down into the ocean the passengers are as calm as Hindu cows.
-- I bought my personality on ebay
--Movie Quotes--
--Everything in this room is eatable, even I’m eatable, but that’s cannibalism and that is indeed frowned upon in many societys. ((Charlie and the Chocolate Factory))
-- Me, I'm dishonest, and with a dishonest man you can always trust him to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you have to watch out for because you never know when he's going to turn around and do something incredibly stupid!! ((Captain Jack Sparrow))