well well well, what do we have here?
well i broke up with dian. and i think it will be better this way for a while. i want a girlfriend but i dont but i do but i dont its hard. dian was much different when we first got together and now that has all changed. and i dont want that. i dont know what to do. for now im just going to go my seperate way. see some other fish in the sea and see whats going on. livestock is coming up really soon. and i don't think i'm going to get to go this year. no money. couldn't save up had too many problems getting fired then rehired then fired then rehired. but thats okay. theres always next year. i had a weird dream last nite. i prolly shouldn't talk about it. but it was actually kinda cool. welp, i'm out. i need to go to the mall and see what kinda fresh meat is there. bye. (!manon<3 come down here and save meeeeeeeeeee!)