life fucking blows
everything fucking sucks does everybody know this? i'm prolly just fucking talking to myself not like anyone reads this shit or anything any fuckin' ways. i'm happy, yet i'm fucking sad at the same fucking time. i'm happy because i have a house i have no rules i have my own car i am out of school and i have a damn good job, but yet i am sad because i have no life, i have barely any friends and i have no fucking girlfriend. but it always fucking turns out this way doesn't it. i don't know what to do anymore. i feel like this part of my life just leads into a dead end. i'm having trouble sleeping and i'm not doing well at work. every girl i meet has no attraction to me what-so-ever. i don't know anymore. i wish it was easier than this, but it's not. i guess some things just don't work out. theres nobody out there i guess i'll just have to face that for now. well, i'm going to go now i've made myself about 50 times more sad than i already was. but at least its good to vent. i'm out - <3 kc