ah the insecurities of a smitten girl.
wow i have updated this since last year. well i think im gonna make a habit of doing this more often since i have like 235897325 things on my mind that are driving me absolutely insane. I know that none of you still have these things or either look at them. So this is going to be colleen venting time. yessss
alright. i am absolutely smitten by a boy. The feeling of being crushed is overwhelming. But yet, it seems like he doesnt care as much as i do, and that scares me. Maybe hes just holding back? Doesnt want to get into things too fast? I know hes had many of bad previous relationships, but that doesnt mean that this one has to be like that. But yet i feel that im getting too close to fast, and that can only lead to heartbreak. When we're together everything is perfect, we are perfect. But once we're apart everything is turned upside down. I try to be myself, but that always doesnt work, maybe i am being to foward? You say "i like you, but i want to get to know you better" Then why don't you make the first move, GET to know me better. Oh well maybe i'll back off, maybe he'll miss me once i'm gone.
-colleen
alright. i am absolutely smitten by a boy. The feeling of being crushed is overwhelming. But yet, it seems like he doesnt care as much as i do, and that scares me. Maybe hes just holding back? Doesnt want to get into things too fast? I know hes had many of bad previous relationships, but that doesnt mean that this one has to be like that. But yet i feel that im getting too close to fast, and that can only lead to heartbreak. When we're together everything is perfect, we are perfect. But once we're apart everything is turned upside down. I try to be myself, but that always doesnt work, maybe i am being to foward? You say "i like you, but i want to get to know you better" Then why don't you make the first move, GET to know me better. Oh well maybe i'll back off, maybe he'll miss me once i'm gone.
-colleen