Feb 01, 2012 02:58
(technically speaking) it's already february. i've really less then 13 days to find what i would think is perfect enough for valentine day. i've no idea.... not to mention i dunno when i can really be able to have the money to do so. i still need/want to send king cake to the bestest friend i've ever had... i want to get one for myself even b/c it's mardi gras season. i've also less then 14 days to use my 20% coupon for clothes. we'll see... i doubt i'll really get to do anything any time soon....
seeing that it's already feb (technically) it's getting closer and closer to us being together now for 2 yrs!!! 2 yrs!!! i can't believe it already. besides he who must not be named this has been the longest relationship i've ever had... though i'm not sure if he and i had been together for almost 2 1/2 yrs or just over 2 yrs... i really believe that he and i are going to be together for much longer then the 2 yrs we're about to reach... and hopefully... eventually will be for the rest of our lives. i really do believe that he's my soul mate. i love him... and i hope that he really does love me. i want to have my "real life fairy tale" and have that "dream" moment and get married... pop out a couple of babies... and with the one i love.
well soon i'm hopefully gonna head off to bed... we'll see if i can actually sleep... been restless cause of being in pain...