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it's always a thrill when the bestie is down. even when he has to fly back at crazy ass hours it's still fun. to stay up the night before through the time in which i have to go get him is just something very special to me. every time he's down it's like xmas and getting to open that first present! every time having that as the one thing i look forward to is just priceless. and there's no way in hell would i ever trade that for the world!!! 25 more days until i get to see his face again!!! and already i can't wait!!! i already feel sorry for arthur cause when we finally do get married and (hopefully) have our wedding he will be stuck as one of the groomsmen. and no arthur will have no say so otherwise. hehe!
it's hard to describe having such an amazing boyfriend and having the best friends i could ever ask for. even though it's only 2. even if they're far away. they're still the bestest ones out there. i hope that within the next 2 or 3 years that arthur and i can finally take the next step in our relationship and then for my 2 best friends to finally meet! for JR to have that experience of being in a wedding.
i really can't wait until he and i take that next step! it may take a few years to get there... per say... but i know that it will be well worth it! haha. to be able to have our own place to call home. to not ever have to deal with my mom (for the most part hopefully) ever again. to have that freedom that i so yearn for finally. he's my strength and gives me inspiration that our dream of being together actually will (finally) happen. i feel bad saying all of that/this... but i just can't help it... i think a lot of it has to do with the fact that i can't wait to one day get married and for it to be with him. even if just for now we at least were to get engaged... i know that it would be one engagement that would be worth waiting for... <-- did that make any sense? like how tonight he told me how he's really trying to save up for us to have a wedding when that day comes... but at the same time is worried that it'll end up having to be needed to be used as a down payment for a newer car... especially with how "betsy" always acts... i just know that i'll at least have one thing that val will never have... ok maybe 2 things... but still... it'll be the fact that i'll (most likely) have an actual wedding. and because i'll be marrying my best friend who makes me happy beyond belief!
ok... enough... it's already almost 4:30 in the morning and i want to get up early enough to help arthur's mom make homemade ravioli.
it's hard to describe having such an amazing boyfriend and having the best friends i could ever ask for. even though it's only 2. even if they're far away. they're still the bestest ones out there. i hope that within the next 2 or 3 years that arthur and i can finally take the next step in our relationship and then for my 2 best friends to finally meet! for JR to have that experience of being in a wedding.
i really can't wait until he and i take that next step! it may take a few years to get there... per say... but i know that it will be well worth it! haha. to be able to have our own place to call home. to not ever have to deal with my mom (for the most part hopefully) ever again. to have that freedom that i so yearn for finally. he's my strength and gives me inspiration that our dream of being together actually will (finally) happen. i feel bad saying all of that/this... but i just can't help it... i think a lot of it has to do with the fact that i can't wait to one day get married and for it to be with him. even if just for now we at least were to get engaged... i know that it would be one engagement that would be worth waiting for... <-- did that make any sense? like how tonight he told me how he's really trying to save up for us to have a wedding when that day comes... but at the same time is worried that it'll end up having to be needed to be used as a down payment for a newer car... especially with how "betsy" always acts... i just know that i'll at least have one thing that val will never have... ok maybe 2 things... but still... it'll be the fact that i'll (most likely) have an actual wedding. and because i'll be marrying my best friend who makes me happy beyond belief!
ok... enough... it's already almost 4:30 in the morning and i want to get up early enough to help arthur's mom make homemade ravioli.