varco is the devil
a few days ago when i updated i thought iwould update again on all the happy things in my life, cause i mean seriously it seems theres really nothing to be down about, but as chance would have it i should have known that that state of mind wouldn't last for much longer. after getting over all the drama of summer and moving and shit- we have a new drama to worry about. apparently things are getting scarier and scarier for my dad in this court case with his work (or old work i should say). he sold his company and now they are doing crappy i guess so theyre sueing him. nice. and i guess he wasn't too worried in the begining cause he really didnt do anything, but now the other company has spies and all they have to do is make stuff up and if there is suspision my dad could be liable. and not only that but they are sueing for what they would have made in the next 15 years, which could be millions and millions. so even if my dad gets pegged for only 10% of the problem thats still everything we have. so ya, my dad is like seriously depressed and i really could care less about the money, i just don't think he would survive if this thing goes down like that. he worked his whole life for that, and now it could be gone in a couple of months. i really just want my dad to be ok, and after all the health things hes gone through i'm afraid he wont. i told mark how i was feeling and he confirmed that even my dad said, if they took everything from us he probably wouldnt be able to handle it. i can't see my parents being homeless and filing for bankruptcy- its just surreal. i've tried to look at this from as many angles as possible but every time i think i see a light it turns out that its to late. this totally sucks :(