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i havnt been on here in a while.
lately i have been doing nothing but working, either with ntb, or moving stuff with bec, it has been an exhausting few weeks.
i have been really sick lately, and for some odd reason lastnight i had a fucking siesure(sp)
anyway, i dunno, i like was talkin a pee...and i got really faint, so i got on my knees, and all i really remember is seeing nothing but white, and shaking, then who knows how long i was out, i wake up, and i couldnt really move too well, i stumbled like i was fucked up, and couldnt breathe.
the fucked up part is, i havnt touched coke, or anything like that, since i left that slut ashley.
and that has been a long time...
speaking of which...i dont care what anyone says, i know how i acted when i was on that shit, and how many people i neglected. and i will not touch it again.
i know what it does, and why, and i know what it turns people into...it isnt me.
i really dont do drugs anymore, given some kush here and there
im too busy. i am getting my shit together... because i look at all of the chances i had to be fucking good off by now, and im not, i cared too much about friends, and being cool and shit, screw all that, cool dosnt get me anywhere.
id rather be a loner and successful, then hip...and in the gutter
i got a promotion at work. im secondary technician
which is damn good pay.
well imtired of typing and i want food, plus if ya really gave a shit you'd call me.
so what the fuck ever
lately i have been doing nothing but working, either with ntb, or moving stuff with bec, it has been an exhausting few weeks.
i have been really sick lately, and for some odd reason lastnight i had a fucking siesure(sp)
anyway, i dunno, i like was talkin a pee...and i got really faint, so i got on my knees, and all i really remember is seeing nothing but white, and shaking, then who knows how long i was out, i wake up, and i couldnt really move too well, i stumbled like i was fucked up, and couldnt breathe.
the fucked up part is, i havnt touched coke, or anything like that, since i left that slut ashley.
and that has been a long time...
speaking of which...i dont care what anyone says, i know how i acted when i was on that shit, and how many people i neglected. and i will not touch it again.
i know what it does, and why, and i know what it turns people into...it isnt me.
i really dont do drugs anymore, given some kush here and there
im too busy. i am getting my shit together... because i look at all of the chances i had to be fucking good off by now, and im not, i cared too much about friends, and being cool and shit, screw all that, cool dosnt get me anywhere.
id rather be a loner and successful, then hip...and in the gutter
i got a promotion at work. im secondary technician
which is damn good pay.
well imtired of typing and i want food, plus if ya really gave a shit you'd call me.
so what the fuck ever