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im so tired of everyone saying how they have no one to talk to, when im here to listen to them. maybe thats the problem, i've been listening to people and not actually helping them, i think i've been trying to be a good friend for the moment not for the long run or sumtin. i dont know what to do. b/c all the people i used to talk to say they have no one to talk to, which then makes me rethink about talkin to them. its a chain. i try to break that but everytime i try to talk to someone they dont really listen to me. i feel lost tho. i need to get away from EVERYONE and just kinda be myself, which i havent been in such a long time. all this shit bottled up inside has turned me a different color and i dont like it. i wish there was a way i could just leave for awhile i think i will too. not talk to neone from school or friends or shit. maybe that will help. i doubt it b.c it will all be here when i get bac. what to do?? - Dee