it's harder to tell the people you love exactly what your thinking...THE TRUTH
i have changed...
things have changed with everyone i know...
i really wish they hadn't though.
i realized that when someone i love has hurt me i take the passive aggressive way out by never talking to them ever again.
and i think that's really sad
if i had just told Matt and Damian what douchebags they were maybe they'd understand and we'd all be cool right now.
but im in the position where i wanna do the same thing and just avoid the problem by not talking to the people i love about the issue and have whatever relationship we had/have deteriorate into nothing just like before...
but im not going to let it happen again...
no matter how much i want to just never say anything again...
i wont i promise...
it wont be my fault again