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[bzerk]

i need something.... now....
no not something...
i know exactly what i need...
and i cant have it...
because i was too late, or just plain not right for it...

i need it so badly, it physically hurts....

whatever. i need to write about it anywho, someone needs to know.
she doesnt know.
or maybe i dont know...
i hope i dont know