Apr 22, 2005 09:59
yesterday i felt so alone.
for those who are uncomfortable when i talk about travis you may want to stop reading.
Travis left me alone yesterday. i walked around the campus and crap, he hung out with riley and tori and catlin. I felt really alone and thought what if he was permanently mad at me...
i mean i would be alone, everyone loves travis and i would be a fool to make him mad or anything like that. everyone that i know likes because of him. i mean most of the people talk to me because he's my best friend. Nothing would be the same.
But then after all this really depressing thoughts and what seemed like a million years. (which was only one really bad day) This morning he talked to me. it was comforting.
and the funny part of it all is i have a new idea for a story because of yesterday funny huh?
my pain is my inspiration.