Dec 20, 2002 13:13
so i already fucked something up. i hate technology. i didn't want to post that first entry quite yet, but somehow i did anyway. i can tell my extreme ineptness is really going to start showing through.
anyway... my name is peter. in all likelihood, you know this already because i know you and told you about this journal. if i don't know you, i suppose my name is the first thing you should know. the second thing is that you freak me out. the third thing is that i love/live hardcore and skateboarding. without these things i would be dead. interestingly, i would also die for these things. i'm fucking crazy like that.
i also love my friends. i have realized in recent months that i know some absolutely amazing people and i hope that i know them all forever. sappiness- check. honesty- also check.so fuck you.
i want to thank jen for giving me a code even though i don't really know her.
so i suppose its on to the journal-y type business then, eh?
i don't want this journal to be boring. not so much because i am writing for other people, though i suppose by the definition of livejournal i am, but rather because if this journal is boring, that probably means my life is boring. this, of course, is the last thing i want. so if i start to suck, let me know. i'll go kill somebody and write about it or something.
people i definitely won't kill:
jenna kat
kara andy
kyle lauren
dustin derek
jen sarah
nick ama
mike becky
everyone else, you're in danger. so don't let me get boring, for your own sake. oh yeah, luke, you're safe too.
so this week has been both hellish and wonderful. hellishly wonderful? certainly.
survey says: jenna is an amazing girl. i have so far detected only two imperfections- a hint of insecurity and an apparent imperviousness to tickling. otherwise, consider me more than satisfied with her and with the way we seem to be going. good times include talking until the wee hours of the morning and not watching dirty dancing. her hands feel right enclosed in mine.
hellish: said late nights have left me tired and walking dead for the past few days. worth it, but obviously not the optimum choice.
college applications are in and probably sent out by now. frightening and exciting and terrible and wonderful and christ four more years of school and wow i will go to shows every weekend and skate boston every day... i don't know what to think.
looking forward to this weekend. springfield for the acacia strain record release should be amazing. i must, however, finsh christmas shopping/ making christmas presents. time and cash will be strapped... fuck the holidays.
i'll scream it until your ears bleed, you'll always have a friend in me.