I remember back when I was first starting to watch HB, and someone commented on the very *first* episode with something like, "Ahhh, I wish DBSK would do something like this..." and I thought of all the possibilities and...it just made me a little sad, then, but NOTHING compared to what I was suddenly feeling at random yesterday night at midnight while I was pouring through Tumblr for some SHINee pics? :[[
It was just...I wasn't looking for anything related to them, either -- but then, one of the Shawols on there had a few posts on Yunho in LA and I kind of just...felt my heart skip a beat & sink a little, all at the same time. D:
I really, really, really do miss them - and it's almost not enough to see them individually, right? It's almost like...there's something 'missing,' you know? And you know damn well what it is because you've felt the completed feeling only when the five of them were together. And you can only selfishly hope that they all subconsciously feel the same way, too...
I'm really hoping I won't cry or anything when I finally get to see the TwT PV. ;w; B-But I get that strange feeling that I just might......just to see them together might do it......
We're all greedy, I guess, but that's the nature of this situation now for fans, I guess? *Sighs* We'll just have to keep pushing on and doing whatever we can to hold onto that feeling...because, really, that selfish feeling is more like unconditional love, isn't it? :] And we have to always be ready to turn that love back onto them when they return......that's the nature of international fans like us, at the heart of things ♥
I remember back when I was first starting to watch HB, and someone commented on the very *first* episode with something like, "Ahhh, I wish DBSK would do something like this..." and I thought of all the possibilities and...it just made me a little sad, then, but NOTHING compared to what I was suddenly feeling at random yesterday night at midnight while I was pouring through Tumblr for some SHINee pics? :[[
It was just...I wasn't looking for anything related to them, either -- but then, one of the Shawols on there had a few posts on Yunho in LA and I kind of just...felt my heart skip a beat & sink a little, all at the same time. D:
I really, really, really do miss them - and it's almost not enough to see them individually, right? It's almost like...there's something 'missing,' you know? And you know damn well what it is because you've felt the completed feeling only when the five of them were together. And you can only selfishly hope that they all subconsciously feel the same way, too...
I'm really hoping I won't cry or anything when I finally get to see the TwT PV. ;w; B-But I get that strange feeling that I just might......just to see them together might do it......
We're all greedy, I guess, but that's the nature of this situation now for fans, I guess? *Sighs* We'll just have to keep pushing on and doing whatever we can to hold onto that feeling...because, really, that selfish feeling is more like unconditional love, isn't it? :] And we have to always be ready to turn that love back onto them when they return......that's the nature of international fans like us, at the heart of things ♥
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